The World

Have you ever thought without the world?

Have you ever dreamed outside of it?

Have you ever tried to imagine what else?

Have you ever tried to leave it.

It started out good,

It started out true,

It started out honest,

It started out pure.

And slowly it became angry,

And slowly it became mean,

And slowly it became furious,

And slowly it became obscene.

It used to be a place of beauty,

It used to be a place of peace,

It used to be a place of love,

It used to be a place of hope.

Now the world rages in war,

Now the world hurts in fear,

Now the world hates in differences,

Now the world lusts in ignorance.

Some want to leave it,

Some want to rule it,

Some want to save it,

Some want to end it.

I want something good,

I want something true,

I want something honest,

I want something pure.

I want something beautiful,

I want something with peace,

I want something with love,

I want something with hope.

I want to think with out the world,

I want to dream outside of it,

I want to imagine "what else"?

I also want to leave it.

Forgotton

Can you hear me?
Can you tell?
Can you understand?
Can you accept?
Can you remember?
Can you forget?
Do you hear me?
Do you tell?
Do you understand?
Do you accept?
Do you remember?
Do you forget?
Did you hear me?
Did you tell?
Did you understand?
Did you accept?
Did you remember?
Did you forget?
Because
I am lost
in my mistakes,
trying to remember
what I've tried
so hard to forget.
And now,
all alone I'm,
Not heard,
Not told,
Not understood,
Not accepted,
Not remembered,
But forgotten.

Without You

Darkness surrounds me,
surrounds my heart.
My eyes are closed,
and I can only see the past.
Love was all,
all that I lived for,
All that I dreamed of.
And it was torn away from me.
Torn away from my soul,
then filled with hostility
and hurt,
pain and suffering.
I am left
imagining what could have been.
There could have been laughter,
and smiles,
and...
joy, love,
something that I only had
when you were around.
But now,
since you left me,
left me wondering,
I will open my eyes,
and see my future,
the one
without you.

Persephone's Garden

The death crawls up the alley,
and the blood seeps through
the cracks in the floor.
My mind races
Trying to come up with an explanation,
but there is no point.
They are coming,
and I feel the dark presence of the devil,
straight from Hell.
The spirits gather around me,
Try to persuade me,
but they can't.
All of my fears are before me,
and the red liquid surrounding me
makes me faint.
But care do they not,,
and they pull me down,
through the gates of the underworld.
Hades looks into my eyes,
and suddenly looks away,
ashamed,
horrified.
He sends me to the judgement
of Persephone.
I lay down in her garden.
Punishment seems easy,
this isn't even punishment.
The terrible thing I did...
Silver surrounds me,
shines,
glints from tree top
to tree top.
I stand up,
and pick a lustrous
piece of fruit
from a large tree.
I bite into the apple,
and I am left forever,
still as a statue,
For all eternity
In Persephone's Garden.

Change the World

Since forever,
She was there,
One person can change the world,
Good or bad,
The day that I drew my first breath,
was the day that someone started
to believe
That one person can change the world.
She held me in her arms,
She rocked me back and forth,
and though I can't remember,
Her smile won't let me forget,
that I can change the world.
I was her princess,
her angel in disguise,
I changed her world,
while she was only beginning
To change mine.

Care Enough

Anger grasps hold
of my very soul,
It strikes my heart,
Branding it with hurt.
No one seems to listen,
not one person.
Storms rage,
yet I am not in the middle.
I am a sad story,
moved to the side
of my loved ones lives.
I am not favorable
in their sight,
I'm just there,
here.
I care,
Care deeply
about their well being,
but I am not blessed
to have their care.
My battle,
My war of life,
maybe death,
is filled with animosity.
But still,
all will be the same,
because not one person
cares enough
to fight with me.

One, One, Two

One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
The beat continues,
One, One, Two,
Endlessly, Endlessly,
The beating makes me deranged,
Delusional,
A monstrosity.
My mouth foams,
Both eyes in different directions,
My twisted hands
point towards death,
and all I hear,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
"It has to end!"
My mouth twitches,
The knife in my hand shakes,
and yet it gets louder,
even louder,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
I scream,
My voice cracks,
The knife gets closer,
The beating gets louder,
My breathing gets heavier.
The blade pierces my skin,
Blood trickles down my worthless self.
The dagger goes deeper,
Inbetween my ribs,
Straight through my heart.
My breathing stops,
And still I hear,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two.