Friday, February 19, 2010

My Mistake

The green sea is haunting me.
It taunts me with its welcoming waves.
I can barely resist the urge to go to the sandy shore,
and put my feet in the water.
I can't go in there,
I tell myself over and over again.
I'm shaking with fear,
and shivering from the cold, misty air.
I watch other people dare to go in the icy water.
The never come back up,
I don't either.
I walk down the beach,
and dive into the waves.
The water starts to boil,
and I sink down,
farther than the ocean floor.
It's so hot I think I'm going to die,
Right there,
Farther than the ocean floor.
The dark water twist and turns,
and pulls my into a pitch-black whirlwind.
I didn't want this to happen,
and I didn't mean for it to.
I only wanted to touch the water,
to feel the sand in-between my toes.
It was a mistake,
I didn't mean to,
But I still did.
The funnel of water pulls me down
Until I am standing at the gates of hell,
Waiting for my doom.
Temptation led me astray,
It was my mistake.

Evil's Game

The black dense world is like a carpet
leading to the end of time.
The rain is like a blanket
that lets no good shine.
The wind blows like a blindfold,
leaving the world with no sight.
The sea is like a lost land
that was forgotten in spite.
The snow is like a weapon
that kills our greatest fears.
The clouds are like tissues
that hold in all our tears.
The world is spinnig,
yet no one cares.
The time is ticking,
and life isn't fair.
Sanity is gone,
but all seems the same.
Evil is here,
and it's playing it's game.

Bloody Cry

I hear a cry,
so I ask what's wrong.
I see the sign,
while she sings a song.
The time is wasting,
and there she stays,
now she is screaming.
A red devil pours from her mouth,
she sits shaking,
and her condition goes south.
I don't know what's wrong,
I look around
and grab something strong.
The wind blows faster,
and I lift the girl up,
all is a disaster.
There she lays a breathless soul,
and beneath her face
lies her goal.
I see the terror,
and shed the last tear.
I heard a bloody cry,
the last thing to hear.
I put down my head,
my spirit drained,
I know she is dead.
The corner clock ticks one last time,
I hear another cry,
my next lullaby.

Disaster Dream

Something better,
Something more,
Something right,
Something to adore.
A home of free,
I dream of heaven,
A land for all,
Where happiness is given.
I strive for the best,
And never do receive,
I hand out my heart,
No one else want to believe.
I can't do it all,
Myself isnt' enough,
No one listens,
Everyone's spirit is tough.
No one seems to care
That I do the right things,
My dream has been lost,
And the warning bell rings.
No one tried to help,
My dream world is taken,
With all my hard work,
I wonder what could have been.
The world is such a place
Where grief has filled the soul,
The dream of all that's good
was lost years ago.
And though I think of many thoughts,
Only God can tell,
I dream of everything that's good,
and pray for life to get well.
The emptiness of hearts,
The frantic cry of human race,
Make my feet go faster
to quicken up the pace.
The tears stream down my face,
I cry from night to night,
Evil rains on the Earth,
and extinguishes my light.
Everything went wrong,
This dream is a nightmare,
and the horrific wailing moans
are all that we share.
This is not what I wanted,
Darkness and demons are a team,
Stealing life in the night,
My dream, My dream.
Nothing is left from me,
The spinninig world turns faster,
I fall down in a daze,
Why did this turn into a disaster?
The nefarious screams of Satan's angels,
Wish only to destroy,
I lay stuck to the ground,
and this they seem to enjoy.
I look around,
Nothing is as it seems,
I weep in vexation,
This is my disaster dream.