Disaster Dream

Something better,
Something more,
Something right,
Something to adore.
A home of free,
I dream of heaven,
A land for all,
Where happiness is given.
I strive for the best,
And never do receive,
I hand out my heart,
No one else want to believe.
I can't do it all,
Myself isnt' enough,
No one listens,
Everyone's spirit is tough.
No one seems to care
That I do the right things,
My dream has been lost,
And the warning bell rings.
No one tried to help,
My dream world is taken,
With all my hard work,
I wonder what could have been.
The world is such a place
Where grief has filled the soul,
The dream of all that's good
was lost years ago.
And though I think of many thoughts,
Only God can tell,
I dream of everything that's good,
and pray for life to get well.
The emptiness of hearts,
The frantic cry of human race,
Make my feet go faster
to quicken up the pace.
The tears stream down my face,
I cry from night to night,
Evil rains on the Earth,
and extinguishes my light.
Everything went wrong,
This dream is a nightmare,
and the horrific wailing moans
are all that we share.
This is not what I wanted,
Darkness and demons are a team,
Stealing life in the night,
My dream, My dream.
Nothing is left from me,
The spinninig world turns faster,
I fall down in a daze,
Why did this turn into a disaster?
The nefarious screams of Satan's angels,
Wish only to destroy,
I lay stuck to the ground,
and this they seem to enjoy.
I look around,
Nothing is as it seems,
I weep in vexation,
This is my disaster dream.