The World

Have you ever thought without the world?

Have you ever dreamed outside of it?

Have you ever tried to imagine what else?

Have you ever tried to leave it.

It started out good,

It started out true,

It started out honest,

It started out pure.

And slowly it became angry,

And slowly it became mean,

And slowly it became furious,

And slowly it became obscene.

It used to be a place of beauty,

It used to be a place of peace,

It used to be a place of love,

It used to be a place of hope.

Now the world rages in war,

Now the world hurts in fear,

Now the world hates in differences,

Now the world lusts in ignorance.

Some want to leave it,

Some want to rule it,

Some want to save it,

Some want to end it.

I want something good,

I want something true,

I want something honest,

I want something pure.

I want something beautiful,

I want something with peace,

I want something with love,

I want something with hope.

I want to think with out the world,

I want to dream outside of it,

I want to imagine "what else"?

I also want to leave it.

Forgotton

Can you hear me?
Can you tell?
Can you understand?
Can you accept?
Can you remember?
Can you forget?
Do you hear me?
Do you tell?
Do you understand?
Do you accept?
Do you remember?
Do you forget?
Did you hear me?
Did you tell?
Did you understand?
Did you accept?
Did you remember?
Did you forget?
Because
I am lost
in my mistakes,
trying to remember
what I've tried
so hard to forget.
And now,
all alone I'm,
Not heard,
Not told,
Not understood,
Not accepted,
Not remembered,
But forgotten.

Without You

Darkness surrounds me,
surrounds my heart.
My eyes are closed,
and I can only see the past.
Love was all,
all that I lived for,
All that I dreamed of.
And it was torn away from me.
Torn away from my soul,
then filled with hostility
and hurt,
pain and suffering.
I am left
imagining what could have been.
There could have been laughter,
and smiles,
and...
joy, love,
something that I only had
when you were around.
But now,
since you left me,
left me wondering,
I will open my eyes,
and see my future,
the one
without you.

Persephone's Garden

The death crawls up the alley,
and the blood seeps through
the cracks in the floor.
My mind races
Trying to come up with an explanation,
but there is no point.
They are coming,
and I feel the dark presence of the devil,
straight from Hell.
The spirits gather around me,
Try to persuade me,
but they can't.
All of my fears are before me,
and the red liquid surrounding me
makes me faint.
But care do they not,,
and they pull me down,
through the gates of the underworld.
Hades looks into my eyes,
and suddenly looks away,
ashamed,
horrified.
He sends me to the judgement
of Persephone.
I lay down in her garden.
Punishment seems easy,
this isn't even punishment.
The terrible thing I did...
Silver surrounds me,
shines,
glints from tree top
to tree top.
I stand up,
and pick a lustrous
piece of fruit
from a large tree.
I bite into the apple,
and I am left forever,
still as a statue,
For all eternity
In Persephone's Garden.

Change the World

Since forever,
She was there,
One person can change the world,
Good or bad,
The day that I drew my first breath,
was the day that someone started
to believe
That one person can change the world.
She held me in her arms,
She rocked me back and forth,
and though I can't remember,
Her smile won't let me forget,
that I can change the world.
I was her princess,
her angel in disguise,
I changed her world,
while she was only beginning
To change mine.

Care Enough

Anger grasps hold
of my very soul,
It strikes my heart,
Branding it with hurt.
No one seems to listen,
not one person.
Storms rage,
yet I am not in the middle.
I am a sad story,
moved to the side
of my loved ones lives.
I am not favorable
in their sight,
I'm just there,
here.
I care,
Care deeply
about their well being,
but I am not blessed
to have their care.
My battle,
My war of life,
maybe death,
is filled with animosity.
But still,
all will be the same,
because not one person
cares enough
to fight with me.

One, One, Two

One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
The beat continues,
One, One, Two,
Endlessly, Endlessly,
The beating makes me deranged,
Delusional,
A monstrosity.
My mouth foams,
Both eyes in different directions,
My twisted hands
point towards death,
and all I hear,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
"It has to end!"
My mouth twitches,
The knife in my hand shakes,
and yet it gets louder,
even louder,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two,
I scream,
My voice cracks,
The knife gets closer,
The beating gets louder,
My breathing gets heavier.
The blade pierces my skin,
Blood trickles down my worthless self.
The dagger goes deeper,
Inbetween my ribs,
Straight through my heart.
My breathing stops,
And still I hear,
One, One, Two,
One, One, Two.

The Moon Looked Down On Me

The moon looked down on me,

while the sky was black

the moon looked down on me

when I seemed to lack.

The moon looked down on me,

when all was right

The moon looked down on me

while I was drowning in spite.

The moon looked down on me

l turned my head to see,

The moon looked down on me,

Higher than a bourgeoisie.

The moon,

It tortured me with no understanding,

The moon

turned away when I was drowning,

It looked down on me,

full of hate,

It looked down on me,

for my time he did await.

The moon looked down on me,

while I was sinking farther down,

The moon looked down on me,

and finally he lifted his frown.

The moon looked to the heavens,

As my soul escaped,

The moon looked to the heavens,

As I triumphantly marched through the gates.

My Mistake

The green sea is haunting me.
It taunts me with its welcoming waves.
I can barely resist the urge to go to the sandy shore,
and put my feet in the water.
I can't go in there,
I tell myself over and over again.
I'm shaking with fear,
and shivering from the cold, misty air.
I watch other people dare to go in the icy water.
The never come back up,
I don't either.
I walk down the beach,
and dive into the waves.
The water starts to boil,
and I sink down,
farther than the ocean floor.
It's so hot I think I'm going to die,
Right there,
Farther than the ocean floor.
The dark water twist and turns,
and pulls my into a pitch-black whirlwind.
I didn't want this to happen,
and I didn't mean for it to.
I only wanted to touch the water,
to feel the sand in-between my toes.
It was a mistake,
I didn't mean to,
But I still did.
The funnel of water pulls me down
Until I am standing at the gates of hell,
Waiting for my doom.
Temptation led me astray,
It was my mistake.

Evil's Game

The black dense world is like a carpet
leading to the end of time.
The rain is like a blanket
that lets no good shine.
The wind blows like a blindfold,
leaving the world with no sight.
The sea is like a lost land
that was forgotten in spite.
The snow is like a weapon
that kills our greatest fears.
The clouds are like tissues
that hold in all our tears.
The world is spinnig,
yet no one cares.
The time is ticking,
and life isn't fair.
Sanity is gone,
but all seems the same.
Evil is here,
and it's playing it's game.

Bloody Cry

I hear a cry,
so I ask what's wrong.
I see the sign,
while she sings a song.
The time is wasting,
and there she stays,
now she is screaming.
A red devil pours from her mouth,
she sits shaking,
and her condition goes south.
I don't know what's wrong,
I look around
and grab something strong.
The wind blows faster,
and I lift the girl up,
all is a disaster.
There she lays a breathless soul,
and beneath her face
lies her goal.
I see the terror,
and shed the last tear.
I heard a bloody cry,
the last thing to hear.
I put down my head,
my spirit drained,
I know she is dead.
The corner clock ticks one last time,
I hear another cry,
my next lullaby.

Disaster Dream

Something better,
Something more,
Something right,
Something to adore.
A home of free,
I dream of heaven,
A land for all,
Where happiness is given.
I strive for the best,
And never do receive,
I hand out my heart,
No one else want to believe.
I can't do it all,
Myself isnt' enough,
No one listens,
Everyone's spirit is tough.
No one seems to care
That I do the right things,
My dream has been lost,
And the warning bell rings.
No one tried to help,
My dream world is taken,
With all my hard work,
I wonder what could have been.
The world is such a place
Where grief has filled the soul,
The dream of all that's good
was lost years ago.
And though I think of many thoughts,
Only God can tell,
I dream of everything that's good,
and pray for life to get well.
The emptiness of hearts,
The frantic cry of human race,
Make my feet go faster
to quicken up the pace.
The tears stream down my face,
I cry from night to night,
Evil rains on the Earth,
and extinguishes my light.
Everything went wrong,
This dream is a nightmare,
and the horrific wailing moans
are all that we share.
This is not what I wanted,
Darkness and demons are a team,
Stealing life in the night,
My dream, My dream.
Nothing is left from me,
The spinninig world turns faster,
I fall down in a daze,
Why did this turn into a disaster?
The nefarious screams of Satan's angels,
Wish only to destroy,
I lay stuck to the ground,
and this they seem to enjoy.
I look around,
Nothing is as it seems,
I weep in vexation,
This is my disaster dream.